I am Cody (musician for hire). Sacramento, Ca. Music Education major at CSUS. 2nd violinist in the CSUS Orchestra. Teacher in the Sacramento String Project. I am also a guitar and piano enthusiast. I am a lover of music, and I am slowly losing my mind with it.
Here is my Facebook.
This room is too big to be calling it home.
This bed is too big to be sleeping alone.
I feel like everything I read these days is a rhyme.
Unintentional, symmetrical, the syllabication is blowing my mind.
Another thought
I have to admit, sometimes I find myself abusing the “People You May Know” section of Facebook as a kind of “Who’s Cute and Single?” function. I don’t think there is anything wrong with that (I usually look at their music preferences :B). I’m not into the party scene, I’m pretty introverted, and all of the females who I connect with are not single or not interested in me in a romantic sense. That’s alright! As I have said many times on this blog, I prefer a companionate relationship, so having close, female friends can be almost as emotionally fulfilling for me. ’Almost’ being emphasized because there is still an enormous difference in expression and physicality. Not just sex, I mean presence; holding, hand-holding, etc. The words and meaning within each act.
I still get pretty fucking lonely though, but maybe this is an extrinsic or biological pressure? I believe it’s best not to think too far into these things for too long, but it is good to question everything and be aware of yourself and your own feelings.
Honestly
About 90% of girls whom tumblr suggests to me are cute (or too young), but their blogs just talk about TV shows and express indirect, vague frustration with boys. That’s what Facebook is for.
And why the fuck do all these 13 year old girls have amazing, expensive themes with like 30,000 followers when all they do is reblog shit?
Stop it, tumblrbot, you obviously don’t know what kind of blogs I want to read!
Its almost 1am and Rex is passed out on the futon with Grandma’s Boy playing…. Asshole makes me put this movie on and falls asleep.
So here’s a goofy face.
Sigur Rós
I sat in my room the day I got this album and just listened to the entire thing, and cried. Beautiful music. Absolutely beautiful.
kissesandwinks asked: Wow! I just listened to the song you posted, Capsized, and it's so beautiful. I really like it, and I didn't hear any flatness in your voice at all. I'm excited to hear the finished version! :)
Hey, thanks.
I wish my parents made me take piano or guitar lessons as a kid instead of signing me up for Football and Baseball. Shit was useless.